We all dream of a perfect love story
That guy that would make you feel like a you’re a princess
A man that would accept you for who you are,
The one who’s ready to give up everything just for him to be with you
All girls are naturally hopeless romantic
We wished for that fairytale and dream of a happily ever after
But the truth is, in real world none of that would happen
We are blinded by all the fairytales we watched when we we’re young
Disney had feed our minds that this perfect prince would come and bring you to his Kingdom.
Shit, all of it was a mere illusion, just part of our dreams
Guys, nowadays, won’t wait for you outside the rain just to have your apology
No guy would tell the world out loud how much he loves you
And no guy would stay inside a wreck ship for you and tell you to live for him
That would never happen.
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I guess I just feel so prickly inside
I think I can’t have my own fairytale
Because I ain’t no princess
Here I am, after watching a movie
And realizing how boring my life is.
This sucks.
I just feel a bit doomed inside.
It was empty.
Something is missing.
But I’m too afraid to take chances in putting together the pieces
Because I am too afraid that It won’t fit
That no one would fit.
I was ready to spend my life with him, I’ve never been so happy in my life like I am whenever I am with him. This is like a living fantasy, a never ending love story and now we reach the climax of the story where the prince ask the hand of her princess and live happily ever after. With this white lovely dress, I was ready to say ‘yes’ to him. There he was smiling preciously, Emman was there, waiting for me, holding those bunch of flowers while there is beautiful music playing in the place where we first met and probably the place where are hearts would unite as one, now and forever. I am walking towards him and his smiling as if I am the best girl in the world and as I walk to his side he take my hand “Mia” “Yes, Emman” I look up to him and he’s just smiling “Mia!” There’s the voice again it was not Emman, it was someone else “Mia! Mia! Mia!” I look around and try to find where it comes from “Mia” and there it goes again another shout “Mia!” and everything went black I was shocked, “Mia! What the hell is up with you? You’re to hook up with your freaking video game that you never heard mom is calling you downstairs!” Shoot! It was my brother Dave, holding the plug of my video game. “Dave! You ruined everything! it was almost over, can’t you wait for just a little longer?!” ‘What, I will wait for you to marry your virtual boyfriend and watch you making out with him, Yuck!” “Shut up! You see now it’s over, you screwed it up, I have to start all over again, Geez!” “Then, why don’t you tell that to mom and see how screwed you are for not responding to her call?!” and with hard feelings I have to go downstairs and see what it is that I have to cut my wedding, I mean virtual wedding, whatever. “Mom, What!?” “Hey, honey, Annie called and he wants you to come with Mike to school tomorrow.” “What?” “No what’, make sure you’ll be friends with him, Annie really likes you to be close to his son.” “Mom, he’s nerd, weird and his breath smells like sock, eew.” “Mia, be nice, our family and their family has been friends for years, and do this, for me please.” “Whatever, it’s like I have a choice.” I’m stuck up with this whole family-friend thing. Since we were kids, they are trying to hook me up with Mike, that nerd, Geeky guy, and I’m just kidding with the socks breath. I’ve met him when I was in Junior high and damn, I tell you that was the worst part of my life. Our parents would always buy as the same shirt or should I say couple shirt, Eew. We share the same class and have lunch together, the upside? He would do my homework for me ‘coz you see his smart, he wears those big, thick eyeglasses and have braces too, A total nerd. One Christmas, his mom, told me, “Mia, just keep this as a secret but Emman really likes you and he even told me that she wants to marry you.” When I hear that, my world turn upside down, it looks like I would have the most miserable married life, They’ve plan my life for me, Shoot me now. Yeah, I was that rude even at a young age. But you can’t blame me he’s not good-looking, he talks like my grandfather and he’s the reason why guys don’t talk to me, because all they know is he’s my boyfriend. They even have a name for us, “Barbie and the Nutcracker” And at the end of the school year, Mike stop going to school, I just heard that his parents had a divorced and his father brought him to states. I don’t know if I’ll be glad that I’m free from this couple thing but think it was hard for him, so I’ve given him much of my sympathy. That’s why somehow I can’t turn down a little favor to come to school with him, I’ve been bad to him, I always told him how I don’t like him, and geez that was rude. So, that’s it, I have no choice, I just wished that it wouldn’t be the same as before, we’re teenagers now and I don’t like to be paired with someone I don’t like. I hope it won’t be tomorrow. (sigh)
I Miss My Mom
To you I get my inspiration
With you I became a good person
You love, you care
You nag and stare
Those memories I always bear
When I smile
I hope you were there
When I cry
I wish I can say
That person that I’ll always miss
My mom, my heaven bliss
God has given me the greatest gift
A treasure that I’ll forever keep
A friend, a sister
The world’s best mother
I can feel your love
The spirit of your embrace
I wish you were here
I miss you, I love you
Words I didn’t say
How important you were
But your presence would never cease
The greatest mother I’ll always miss
With your memory, I’ll keep this promise
To be the best daughter
And make you proud forever
